Allright, I saw "Secret" and "My Sassy Girl", these two movies fall under the drama/romance genre.
Actually MY Sassy Girl has a Pre Sequal called Windstruck. Which I saw a while ago.
These 3 movies have touched me, a lot... I just had to write it down. It's late, and I am preparing for bed, but before I go... I must just say some words.
The topic is LOVE.

I always felt sad if the girl I love, don't love me back. Now my situations is that I don't know if the one I love, loves me back.  I don't dare to ask, but I got it pretty much clear what she thinks of me. However, you never know until you ask.
Well back to what I wanted to say. Which was that I learned, that if you love someone, it means you are prepared to sacrafice yourself, just to make the one you love happy, even if it means that you will have to sacrifice your love and your happiness.
If the girl / guy you love, loves someones else, then you should be happy, that she / he is happy. That is really hard, but that's what love is all about. Sacrifice yourself to make the person you love happy.
This might sound harsh, but who told you that love doesn't hurt?... learn from the song "Love Hurts"... not that I know the lyrics, but the title says it all. Everyone can't get happy, that's life. Move on, and try become happy.

After I realised all this, I don't feel that sad anymore, instead, I will try make her happy. Even if that means, I wont be happy, even if it means I wont get what I want. Throw away my selfishness, and focus on her happiness. Since if she is happy, then I will be happy for her, that at least one of us can get what they want.

So love is about sacrifices, throwing away your selfishness, and not try make yourself happy and satisfied, but make the one you love happy, that's TRUE love. If you cant sacrifice everything for the one you love, then it's not true love. If you arn't prepared to take a bullet instead, which means prepared to die for your love, then it just means that you are not ready and that you dont love the person, you just like them, but you don't love them.
It's a huge difference about like someone and love someone.
So next time you say "I love you", think it through, so you wont end up saying a complete lie!

I hate people who throw out the love like it was something common and meaningless. Love is deep, love is something special, so don't wear it out, since it's a word you want to tell someone that really means the WORLD for you. A person, you are prepared to die for...

Sorry to ruin that excellent ending line, but I must post this, a poem I wrote 2 years ago. I wrote about love, without realising the big meaning of it, but the poem speaks for itself. I always knew what true love is, just that my selfishness of being happy blocked the true meaning.

Poem written by: Filip, Original title: The Secrets of the Dark side of my soul
New title: True Love

The Dark way I choose to walk
Just to search for the light
To reach my goal, the happy soul
Like a moth I live in the Dark,
always ready to die for the light

But will I strike?
Will I go for the light?
Even if my goal is to reach the light,
will I be able to take the chance?
To kill the fear, to overpass the Sorrow
Will I be brave enough to die for what I am looking for?

The answer I seek is yes
So I am counting slowly to ten
And then take the chance and die
Because some things are worth dying for

I have reached the light,
reached the soul,
reached the end of my journey
I have taken the chance
Now my destiny is to die,
Die like a moth who have reached the light
Reached the goal they have been looking for

Live in the dark and searching for the dangerous light
That is my life and my death

Goodbye my love,
you are the light,
you are the hope,
you are my happy soul
you are the one I am dying for

So, today I checked what has to be done in school, and got a shock xD... it's A LOT now!
Writing a CV, study to 4 exams, writing a report, read and review a book... so yeah, a lot... considering the study books we have to read for the exams are so huge, that they weren't meant for reading, they were meant for killing xD

I finally started my abs training now xD... I hope I can keep it up... 2 days in a row training, that says at least something xD... however I have no idea how long it will last this time.
Also dancing is going okay, havn't given up on that yet...

Other than that... life is still the same. Of course I have not much freetime now, but what do I need freetime for?
Friends?... ehhh, yeah right, where?.... Those 2 I got, have never time for me, and my msn friends live far far away from me, sometimes in a country far far away from me. So yeah, what do I need freetime for anyway? Since I don'¨t really use that freetime to anything else than die infront of the computer or sleep through the day, so I get the freetime overwith.

Sleeping is a huge hobby of mine ;),... there I can have a normal happy life, but wake up to reality is always a pain in the arse. So of course I sometimes wish I could just dream forever, but that might been living a life of lies.
When God gave out happiness, he must have forgot about me :P.... so of course Al Bundy is my idol ;)

Havn't been writing anything here since.... forever now, the fact that I have been trying to get my life on track have made me not type anything here. Well to all readers, which is 0, my life isn't back on track, and wont ever be.
I lost all my youth on nothing at all, and I allready feel old at the age of 21. I havn't experienced what everyone else have. Havn't shared happiness, parties, or love, nothing whatsoever. So how could I possibly think that my life would ever get on track. Considered that I have so many loving friends that supports me *SARCASM*... yet again... yes I got friends, on MSN >.>... my irl friends are either to busy with work, or just have plans with other friends excluding me.

So with all do respect, how will my life ever get on track, since I have no faith in myself, and none to give me the support to ever get any faith in myself?

So... yeah, I will just continue with wearing THE Mask... since then I can pretend to be happy, pretend to have a life... which also means, live my life like a big fucking lie. Or should I just live it like a big joke?... I wont ever value find values in my life, maybe I am to spoiled, not that I get everything I want without struggling for it.... but what's the point of having material stuff, when you never get what really means a lot... friends.

Bye all, I am 100% sure that no one will read this anyway, except me, myself and I!...

Yesterday was a really boring day, when everyone else went out, partying or having fun, I just ended up home, like I always do! So after some movies, and boredom, I decided to create a good Melbourne Shuffle Non-Stop Remix.
You can download it from here:
CLICK ME!!!

It's my first remix EVER, so don't expect to much from it! :) However you can easily Shuffle to it ;) Enjoy... that was all for now xD... this day is equally as boring as yesterday :P...

Today have I been completely lazy! I will start Shuffle soon, but other than that have I done nothing xD.... and I love it! :)

Have had a headache all day, so that's mainly the cause why I havn't done much today, but that's just a little irrelevant sidenote.

Yesterday night did I finally get a designer for our Hoodies, so we might have a producer for them to now :D So everything is going great in our Crew! We just hope to invite more members!

So everyone that reads, if anyone is interested of try Melbourne Shuffle, you're free to join, we will help you start, and we will guide you through it! We all are in the practice stage... so don't worry, nor be shy! Try it out, you wont regret it! :)

Is it just me, or is North Europe the worse place to try practice Melbourne Shuffle?
For starter, they doesnt sell the proper shoes, the proper clothes, they have no events, I mean WHAT THE FUCK?!!...
UK is okay, they have a Internet shop with the shoes I want... however I wanted to buy them at a store in Sweden, but that wasn't easy now, was it? Tomorrow is my last try, then I have to face the facts... Sweden hates Shuffle culture.

The pahts we are going to order is all they way from Australia, that is tragical. How can Europe sink that low, to not even provide us with the proper clothes for every Melbourne Shuffle enthusiast(to late, misspelling a lot).

However, I'll fight back this shit, I am allready planning to open a Melbourne Shuffle Store in Sweden, maybe I give it further thoughts, and the future will tell if it will get open or not.

Today, I walked 40 min long trip to a store, that said they sell it on the website they had, but when I arrived at the store, they never even heard of the shoe model I wanted, infact they didnt sell any Adidas stuff at all... those bloody imbecills... dont know a shit what they are selling and what they arn't... get tired of those kind of people.

Nothing went good today, practice went shit, didn't find the proper shoes, school sucked. Worse day in a long time!

Hi everyone!

I found my passion, it's called Melbourne Shuffle, it's a dance you mainly dance to Hardstyle, Techno, but it isn't restricted to that, since you can dance it to anything you like! :)
Don't know what it is?... well then check this out: Melbourne Shuffle Video
Enjoy that video! :)
Me and a friend (Un4gotten) created a crew, called NES (North Europe Shufflers), so you can check us out on this site:
~|NES|~

This is a little signature for the forum, just to advertise me and my Crew:

I will soon buy some new shoes, Adidas SM2, just to be exact! :) They look like this:
I actually also ordered a new mp3 player and new headphones, this is what I ordered:
Mp3 player:
Headphones: